YOU the CREATOR- The Unchangeable Change

What we like to call change, for most of us, is really an adding of layers to the onion rather than removing them. We tell ourselves “let me do this, accomplish that or go here instead of where I am, and everything will be better.” It won’t; please get that!

Most of us are full of layers that are little more than avoidance of real-life experiences we find ourselves in. We believe that we can change our circumstances simply by running from them and that, somehow, will unravel us but really it just winds us up even tighter.

Shadows

What you don’t experience fully becomes the nature of your experience even when you think you have changed. What you don’t take care of now becomes a layer; a full-length overcoat that is heavy and burdensome!

Get good with where you are; be honest with it and never let yourself be fooled into believing you are not its creator. You can run from creation, but you can never run from yourself, e.g., “the Creator.” Live where you are because “where you are” is the only place life exists.

Carl

Monsters

Counter the ugliness you see in the world with your beauty. Not more ugliness!

Recently I placed a post on Facebook that I regularly do daily and have been doing for several years now.  I receive many comments and always try to engage with those who take the time to respond or comment but on occasion, feedback is given or questions asked that I feel need to be shared with a broader audience. Not only for clarity’s sake but because of a connection to world events and affairs that we humans take extremely serious is being questioned in light of the message I share in my posts.  This is one such response and my response in return.  I’ve changed the names to protect privacy but extend my appreciation to this responder for speaking what many are thinking but are perhaps too inhibited from expressing!

Here is the original post: “Give way to the mystery that is the foundation of your experience. Embrace love instead, and whatever unfolds, it will carry you through. Lighten the load of all that you feel you must shoulder, especially the burdens of heavy thoughts and resentments. The less you have to think about the less you have to fear.

Ease, always, into life with your wits, kindness, and smile. Life will smile back. Incredible day, Carl”

I received many responses to the post but one seemed particularly heartfelt about the near impossibility of living in such a way amid her view of what’s wrong politically in our country (USA). Particularly with our President, Donald Trump. Here is her (I’m calling her Marie) response:

Carl, I know this to be true…tell me how to get thru all these heart heavy feelings of hate and anger towards our resident WhiteHouse monster? It’s killing my hope.”

I will make a disclaimer before sharing my response with Marie that I tend to be very direct and to the point when responding to these kinds of questions and may appear to be blunt and insensitive but I want to make the point clear that few if anything we point to at the outside world is ever a reason for us to have our, as Marie states, “hope” being killed.  I will say that most who bear the brunt of my responses are good-natured about it and take it in good stride and I appreciate it. I, in no way, am trying to embarrass or offend but I do want it clear that certain things will get a lot of emphasis in my responses and almost all of those are related to the ego nature that is, very simply, “I am right and you are wrong, and that my joy, peace and happiness is a product of your rightness not being the same as my rightness, making you wrong and me right, but, miserable.”

Here is my response:

“Our resident WhiteHouse monster? You’re making stuff up, Marie, which is what our minds do and it is done under the guise that what you think someone else thinks is actually important. In response to your question, first and foremost, the “resident WhiteHouse monster” doesn’t exist, and more, to the point, “it” [your WhiteHouse Monster] has not done anything to me [or you] that prevents me [or you] from living fully and loving completely! Even those [others] we label “monsters! 

Don’t look for things to get upset about because that is all you will ever find. Ego makes stuff up. Disengage your ego from what you think is going on that “kills your hope,” and all that is left is the love YOU are. It’s hard, I know but just like you mention, “I know this to be true” there’s nothing to “get through” except the nightmare you create in your own mind. Stop listening to others who tell you there are monsters about and that you need to feel anger and hatred and sadness and all the other BS they want to you to accept! You know, there are no monsters! We all do.

I literally love everyone, Marie and I don’t label anyone. Labeling carries a guide, a program as to how you should feel when you do label. I’m so, sorry for this scold, Marie. You and one other has commented in such a way that tells me that you are heavy into contemplation about “how [do] we love what we hate.” It’s tough and I don’t have a pat answer. I just don’t make stuff up! I look at my experience and never judge it! I just live it and it always comes through with wonder, amazement and unspeakable joy. I live without hope and I live without beliefs because both are “made up.” What is, is where it’s at and I do not cloud it with the unreal and if you’re “hearing it” it’s unreal. I love you dear one. I want you to always know that. You, and you alone, own your hate. Try loving it into non-existence! Heart hugs!”

I will conclude with one little add.  Far too, many in the spiritual genre, consider their politics, whatever they may be, to be “spiritual” and take great pleasure in reminding those of “other”  points of view their, so-called “spiritual” nobility.  They could not be more misguided and I will add that this applies as well to religious beliefs, education, and class.  Nothing is more egoic and insidious and completely unenlightened.  The collective ego is always less than the sum of its lowest parts.  It is the lowest form of human affiliation and it doesn’t matter what or who you affiliate with.  Be careful.  Love is without right or wrong and it is the only solution to nonexistent “monsters,” egos, (yours, mine, everyone’s) create. As my original Facebook post says”  Ease, always, into life with your wits, kindness, and smile. Life will smile back. Incredible day, Carl.”

KNOWING

When we stop talking to ourselves we open ourselves to the vaults of eternity and the understanding of men, which can only be understood three dimensionally, gives way to knowing that is not of this world but of the infinity of which it is only a part. The language of infinity is silence and the sweetness of knowing, as the gods know, is simply known. There is no describing it in three dimensional terms, thus no reason for talking and explanation. Metaphorically, we need to see with our ears and to hear with our eyes that which can only come from an unspoken language we all know but have simply drowned out in the language of everyday life. The greater part of understanding is that which cannot be comprehended or explained by the languages we speak! When we stop talking to ourselves and silence the noise of language and thinking we become the receptors of understanding and knowing that descends upon us from the vast stores of the universe from which there is no beginning or ending.

We are literally a part of everything we see and don’t see in this universe.  We are inextricably connected at a deep level to all that is, was, or will ever be.  In fact, to say that we are connected to all that was, is or will be is a great example of the limitation of our languages. Past and future do not exist and cannot be a part of the now that we find ourselves in! We carry the past with us in our minds and the future we fantasize about but they are nonexistent and our language is remiss to give a concept of that. Instead we devise languages that gives them meaning and place in our limited understanding and we are forever trying to reconcile nonexistence with existence. They are both without meaning except to the mind that has quieted itself and the inner god who knows all things on some other level that cannot be put into to the words of language as we know it. Our existence is truly profound when we give up viewing it in the confinement of our own illusions that are constantly reinforced by our talking and thinking. Sometimes in the quiet stillness of the mind all that is simply is and that is all the knowing we need. At the energetic level everything just is!

The God of the Old Testaments stated, “I am the same yesterday, today and forever.”  It might be better said “I am yesterday, today and forever.” There are no distinctions between past, present and future in the realm of knowing quiet, distilled truth and all of us at one time or another have felt the peace that comes in that knowing. It settles upon us like mist and completely engulfs our mind and soul with an awareness that is unexplainable. Space and time lose their meaning at such times. Knowing is the most sublime dimension and it operates outside space and time as our language has described it. Knowing is the only place gods could ever make the statement that they are yesterday, today and forever because in such a place time and space have no bounds. They don’t exist. Three dimensional physics hold no ties to the infinite possibilities of knowing.

In the realm of gods there is no language of time or space. There isn’t a language of understanding that wrests our thinking and talking from an endless pursuit to comprehend everything three dimensionally. Gods know all things exist inside the present moment and whether we judge those things good or evil is of no consequence in infinity.  The space between the past and now or the future and now are nothing more than shadows.  Shadows of things we create and put there to fill a void.  A void that does not exist in infinity; A void of our own making.  There is no life past or life future.  It all is happening now, in the present and we don’t need to understand it!  We don’t need a historical context or three dimensional perspectives. The energy of life exists always and has never been disconnected in any way to time past or time future. There are no voids in space or time! The energy of life is always teeming and present and it permeates every construct we have created to define it in three dimensional terms. Energy is everywhere and energy is life!  All that we think we were or will be is all happening now and only in this now can we know what gods know!  In this present moment where the world has stopped, we as ageless existence, witness our oneness with it. It cannot be comprehended nor need it be. Our oneness with it transcends comprehension of the mind and simply makes us it!

We are the good that we love, the evil we hate, the darkness we fear, the light that gives hope.  We are all things, people, places we imagine or cannot imagine.  We are all thoughts and forms and are endowed with power to create the good we cherish or the evil we despise in this existence.  We are the beauty that loves and the ugliness that hates.  We are the then, the now, and the yet to be simultaneously in a never-ending timeless sea of infinite life. We are receptors of every form of energy that surrounds us continuously and endlessly and while we do not have a language, in this reality, that can accurately describe everything that is going on around us we do have a language, not of words and expressions, that communicates to us clearly that with everything in the universe we are a part! We are being spoken to by infinity every single moment of our lives and all we need to do is stop, be still and listen and in waves of indescribable beauty it pours into us.

The spectrum of time and space leaves us wondering for the “how” of all things.  Our egoic minds want to know order, chronology and placement in the reality we have created. We crave this knowing and want our language to describe it to us so we understand in relationship to our reality.

Instead of feeling the wonder of existence and our oneness with it we want to define it, thus diluting it in finite reason and dogmatic conjecture. We search for definitions and descriptions where none are needed nor will we ever be able to develop a language that could ever give adequate meaning to the spectacle of this infinite universe we are all a part of. We must leave the norms we have come to accept and step outside time and space to ever be able to know as the gods all the mysteries we seek to know and describe. Leaving the spectrum of time and space leaves us in absolute awe of everything.  Good is evil and evil is good.  It all just is.  We breathe all of it in and embrace it as what we are, without judgment and without question, historical context or analysis of any kind.  Only acceptance and love.  Not the love that ties us to anyone or anything, but the pure love that holds no boundary.  No limits.  No emotion.  Energetic love that exist in all things, at all times and in all places.

We have no words, no thoughts, no thinking.  Ego has blended into everything else and all struggles have ceased.  We have no arguments. The existence of every act, thought or thing is us as we are it.

Existence fills our bodies as our bodies fill existence.  All that is, is known to us because we are the knowing.  The seeker no longer seeks for that which is not understood.  Knowing requires no understanding.  “All is.”  We are the “all” that “is”.  Knowing simply rests upon us and it requires no words or expressions or thoughts or thinking to give it place in our existence. It fills us with wonder and awe that has no expression. In the quietness of mind knowing finds a place within where it instills itself and in that instant we know God for she is us and we are her.

“Be still and know the knowing.”  “You are god and in stillness she will find you.”

Adapted from the book: On Being God-Beyond Your Life’s Purpose!