Finding “what YOU are” (SELF) is not an intellectual inquiry, even though science, biology, philosophy, psychology, and sociology would have you believe otherwise. None of these identification sources were with you at birth, and none will be with you at death, and yet somehow, you have and will always know there is something beyond the descriptions humans give to life.
Let your mind give way to the “unborn awareness” present with you at birth and continue as YOU in the eternities. Relax into living. No experience can be explained by the educated or inspired, but each breath you take in each moment you live is brushing the eternal YOU. That is, there is no description.