There is no “out there.” When you refer to the universe, consciousness, God, Allah, whatever, as the giver of what you desire, and creator of all that is, you transport yourself away from what YOU are, “in here.” Do you see?
You are saying something, or someone “out there” is going to give you what you want, and make up for what you’ve decided you don’t have now. I want, I want, I want is the equivalent of saying “what is” isn’t good enough, so fix it. It is a complete dismissal of reality.
YOU already are the “out there” you think is out there, and YOU have already given all that is. Nothing exists that YOU do not create, so look around. YOU are amazing, right now, and infinity bursts from you and no one else. Even those you believe are “someone else.” Stay inward; it is the epicenter of all that is.